Adv 24th~

Dear Lord,

U are my faithfully listening ears...

So i speak to you....

I been pondering about should i or not about getting back those photos...

But is not good to intruder his peace now right?

So i find and download all the photos as much as i could find and kept it safe.

The rest memories my brain and heart will keep it..

Tmr is 24th Le...

You knw why 24th is marked?

Cause is the day i keep him by side and have all courage.

Wow times flies lord....

Is been 1 and half year i love this man..

Seriously my heart still beat loudly for this man...

I shut myself out from men and slowly indulge and heal this wound inside..

I realise there nothing to heal....

Maybe there no wound but full tank of loves...

I contented in my this little world with this deep memories and loves he once gave me..

Always when i burn out and i turn over i saw my purse have a small note... Somebody loves you...

It help me Jia you much~

I spend hours up and miss this man every single min..

Read all his notes once given to me~

All just feel like yesterday...

I now suddenly come to sense..

Is time i start picking myself up and packing my stuffs...

I going pack my things..

I going be all perk up and ready for next round of life..

With the power, wisdom, grace, loves and mercy from you lord...

I was drifted away and u pull me back even more then ocean apart.

This how amazing you are..

I know whenever whatever it is... When i close to you that instant i Home!

Thanks lord for your selfless and forgiving loves..

Lord i love this man more then anything..

Please lord bless this man and guide over him, you know who he is...

If i can shout out to him..

I will shout, "Thanks you, B.B.Gg."

You put a full stop to my past... Taught me how to love..

You are amazing~

Till next life i meet you again and fall for you again... ( My secret little prayer)

Till then..

See you..

All in Jesus name as i write and whisper, Amen!

Loves,
Yui.

P.S. I love you.