Dear diary,
Once again, i come here to surrender my real emotion. Now I no need to smile anymore and telling anyone things are fine and i more fine or telling them things will get better when i knw deep inside i was not and i dont see it.
The feeling i had now is emptiness...
It suddenly the thrill of coldness down my spin and felt inside my body is soo empty...
Cant feel my heart-beat, cant hear a sound.. i felt soo empty...
Nobody there.... Nobody.....
I felt soo alone...
Needed some warmth desperately..
Tears just break down.. and i cried through my deepest pain inside..
I was soo in pain and loneliness i dont know what to do...
I was soo afraid, stumble in fears and nobody there...
i think i loosing my mind...
perfect song for a time like this..
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