How i pray, i could one day wake up & forgotten everything & start fresh.

If i could think otherwise, maybe i will be a happier me now.

If only every time when i say i could let it go & i really did i won't be feeling this way..

For the longest time, I've never been in a relationship till now 5 months without yelling, fighting, breaking up patching back & unloved.

Now i got someone whom will constantly show that he cares....Never take me fr granted.

Yet i never feel whole again.

With you we are broken yet i felt settle.

Ain't life is a ironic cycle that no one could get out of it?

Every tears that fall out i couldn't explain it.

When i was ask upon, I only could smile & said "Is not about you, silly."

All i could do is look up to the sky, ask daddy god what's wrong with me....

There's such a crazy thought at days wanting to run right back to grab hold of you & give up the fight.

So much emotions yet no word could relieve the weight.

I pray you well...The more i pray Daddy god has grace on us.

P.S. If only you could feel exactly how i feel & think. You will never say a word of doubt presume my act of loves. If only time could make it in times.