XYZ

Is been quite awhile since i blogged.

Life been a journey with beautiful sights, breath taking sunset, ocean waves, getting BTO(failed) and all the emotions...Joy, grieve, anger, fears and so on...

I closed one very important chapter in my life to someone i say, i do spend a lifetime with...

Never easy yet without the struggles & pain i won't have met the one's that i been waiting in the line for all my life....

Being with ZX taught me be patient in life, more passion, greater compassion and many more...

I never could think of i meet someone like ZX, patient & kind. Listen before speaks. Someone remembers to show appreciations and slow in anger. Someone constantly remind to take me for a scroll in park.

From living with someone in a relationship till now once awhile catch up in a relationship. A total different lifestyle change...

Getting a hang of it.....Finding the balance in between all...

Sometimes is not me not understanding toward the sudden changes of plan cause i totally supportive toward ZX lifestyle, dream, career and all.

I embrace them and him dearly to me.

Just sometime is just a little disappointing to know times need to cut a little short, 2 night turn to 1 night..

Just this little greedy me wants so much more out of it.

Yet how could i tell or say to him....I understand it yet just i want just abit more out from it.

All i can do is smile & say is okay... Just go & do what's important. You already had spend a day or take out some times out for me already.. I couldn't be demanding like a child right?

Understanding yet.....

P.S. I lava you to the ocean deep and back.

Your's truly,
Meow Meow~