My dearest loves~

This post i will dedicate to my most beloved love's, Alex heng.

It just one of the night, i staying up late and misses him. Thinking of us.

Is been awhile i does that as we have some tension here and there.

It set our loves on test and trials.

Just alittle faith....

It will  be alright.

As we knows, we never loves each other any lesser.

2013 is coming to an end soon. Is Dec.

I reflect alittle.. What 2013 could be, have be and been done to my life.

Lots of down times even in my relationship now.

Is not like i found my loves and everything sparks fly or fireworks.

Is still alittle rough i consist.

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First of all,

I wanna thanks the most important man in my life, Daddy god(Lord Jesus).

Thanks for allowing me goes through what i had gone through and still going on.

Thanks for holding on to me when i couldnt and blessing me with graces and forgiveness.

Most of all, thanks for letting me breaths each moment in life.

Is a eye opening 2013.

I been to sailing, camping, diving trip, lots of oversea trips( First time to Taiwan, Redang), heartaches, haze, new peoples, peoples that i tend to lost and most of all i found the "one".
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Hey love's

I couldn't thanks more to daddy god that he graciously let me meet you.

I want to say I'm sorry.

Sorry for saying nasty things towards you.

Sorry to hurt your feeling at times.

Sorry if i am alittle impatient towards you.

Sorry if there's times i couldn't help much when you needed to.

Sorry if there's times i let you feel alittle more tired by going around or doing stuffs.

Sorry if there is times i neglect you and your feeling.

Sorry if there is times i has the tendency to forget to look at you and adore you.

Sorry if there is times i used my phone alittle too much.

Sorry if there is times i has the slight thought of resentment when you disappoint me.

Sorry if there is times i let my self defence rule and be defensive.

Sorry i couldn't contribute much financially in this relationship for now.

Sorry if there is things i didn't mention.

Sorry yet thanks you.

Thanks for loving me faithfully.

Thanks for giving me much more then i could have in life.

Thanks for making efforts in this relationship.

Thanks for holding on to me when i fall apart.

Thanks for holding on to us and have faith.

Thanks for adoring me and looks me into my eyes.

Thanks for every compliments and gifts.

Thanks for every minutes and seconds you sacrifices and spend it with me.

Thanks for your tolerance to me when you don't have to.

Thanks for your teaching me things in life and how to love better.

Thanks for your pampering.

Thanks for each song you sings to me.

Thanks for appreciate to my lamest joke and laugh to it.

Thanks for accommodating me time to time.

Thanks for trying to make me smiles and laugh when i dull.

Thanks for your giving and selfless love's.

Thanks for being a better man for us.

Thanks for taking care of yourself and me for us.

Thanks for treating my friends and family like yours.

Thanks so much more yet thanks couldn't express enough how grateful i am.

2014

I will pray more for us.

I will love you much more.

I will learn, grow and bloom in your loves you give me.

I will be more patient.

I will be more soft spoken.

I will be more caring and attentive.

I will be braver for us.

I will be more hard-working for us.

I will take care myself more for you.

I will be much more in every ways.

Love's i pray the toughest trials of us will remain in 2013 and passes us by as a foundation for our relationship.

I pray we will stay strong and find the ways back to each other always, no matter what.

I pray that we will get to where we dream of hand in hand.

I need you to know, i loves you so..

I loves you so so much.

I grateful to meet you and be with you.

If i got to choose all over again, i will still make the same choice.

I will always remember our good times tgt and find the loves and way back time to time.

Loves you always(as i pray)

Ever Thine
Ever Mine
Ever Ours.

This will be in our loves and wedding rings..

Loves you dearly,
Angel.