Thoughts of the dawn 21/02/13

Hi blog & everyone whom read,

How's everyone doing?

Is been awhile....

Guess beside foods, materials things and times..

I do need writing and blog/diary therapy(most)

I'm not someone good with words when i speak, even at times i will say mean things which hurts me too.

I love to write it with words but mine handwriting unbearable...

So as i know there is such things like blog and keyboard..

It always been my writing spreed, my free therapy.

Blog has been around for many years....

I believe that it helps lot of us and lot of you out there to express love, anger, joy and bear the agony.

Is been a journey in life for me and i wrote most of my toughest time down.

Self reminder for myself in future to know what i been through and always stay strong and knows i did my best.

For now it will be my healing therapy.

Thanks blogs for sharing such a big part and deepest part of my life...

For those whom feel it...feel my feeling/thoughts...

I wish to tell you, be strong and thanks you for reading.

Least my words, hopefully can enlighten someone or so.

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Couple of days been insomnia nights for me.

Lots of thoughts running through but not sure what is it really about.

Guess i just need times to adapt it back. A few days times, ain't that bad right?

After all i spend 3 months living at different environment.

I set a goal for myself...

To be alone. Just myself...

Heal my soul..

Have peace with myself...

Learn and gain back my calmness.

Great ain't?

Sometimes life is such a hassle.

Rushing to get things done.

Getting louder to get your ideas, thoughts and feels over.

Everybody is fighting everybody for a firm stand in life.

Sometimes we just need peaceful moments just with oneself whom is yourself.

Feel the breeze, listen to the ocean wave....

Remember whom your really are and what you really need in life.

To remember what you loves and whom you loves most, of course why those loves seem vague as times goes by...

Daddy god knows i not been such a lovely person. Not been doing rights acts under his reflection.

Sorry daddy god is all i could pray and said. Feeling not that glory even you forgive me as i been making so much mistakes... I will learn to forgive myself more. Not to take blame on others.. Not to think bad about others. Pray that you guide me with more faith and trust in life. Pray peace, loves in heart and act through from actions.I only can pray and be strong under your righteous and glory name, lord Jesus Christ amen.

I cant describe the lightness I'm feeling inside after wrote this much.

Today is present.

Is a gift i still breathing and i will make it a better day.

Thanks daddy god giving me this day!

I will pray, rejoice and give thanks to u.

I will be positive and do good.

Thanks daddy god for loving me...

May god bless you all.

Make it a good day, everyone.

May everyone have a smile on their faces each day, everyday.

With loves,
Ry.