*May it send to Heaven Door* Knock Knock~

Dear Lord Jesus,

Today,

Not sure why... Feel a little stuffy...

Been slicing myself up for peoples around.

I need some airs~

So much things been happening and i been hurting...

Feel like a never ending pit of hurts and i don't have strength to heal and i cant do it alone...

I need you to help me through....

Feel so worn-out.

Once awhile as and when... When is too much store inside i let it flow like a river and set it sail away...

God created us with tears, i believe there is a great purposes for it instead of symptom/sign of weakness aint?

I need be strong and brave esp through all this period of times...

The more i need your merciful forgiving grace of love for me.

Daddy god will guide me through as he loved me more then anyone....

Thanks Daddy God~

Love Love you~

Amen..

Need to dig up some times for myself to switch off my phone, listen to the sea breeze and enjoy the fresh air...

Also, find times for mummy....

Too much things... Too little times....

Why this few day keep having dream of Gg...

Is there a sign or message across for me?!?

Hope i just thinking too much...

Am i ready for a man in my life? No, not now. Not just yet.

I miss bike trips.... I miss the breeze of freedom across my faces and finger tips.... I miss the moments of reaching destination.

I missing those moments, perhaps.

Taking bike lesson soon~ Going down to register.

One day, i will reach the top.

Okay, this time to get back to work...

Sometimes just need someone to talk to.....

To listen to me rumbling.....

P.S. I feel better letting it out through words of thoughts. I will always communicate with you, Daddy god. Be it prayer of silent, prayers of black and white words or be it say it out loud, Amen.

Loves,
Me.(Your Beloved Sis/Child)