Is a pouring day~

Today i went under big pouring rain~

Drench.. Tired.. Cold..

Laying on desk, have a wink...

Suddenly a flash back caught me up..

Gg, do you still remember.....?

There is this one day, we pick a cupboard material eggshell tray?

You hold the left, I hold the right and we walk step by step together to your office building?

We leave it there for other users too?

Remember?

That a very sweet moment to me... DO you feel the same?

There is one more time we travel to your office in town area...

We walk under drizzle rain and having a cold moment...

Havin a tiff?

You soften your voice and like a child telling me i dont like all this and hugged me..

I cares your head and hug you tight tight...

That moment, my heart skip a beat and melted.. Wanted to love you with all means...

But only that moment u seem like the Gg i used to know and whom loved me all..

Only that moment...

I miss him but like you always say you already had passed that stage. You never know you frozen my hearts and break it to millions pieces to dust that moment when you said this.

I still remember each small details..

When i go church, i still look around.

When i open my drawer, your promises still keep in between my bible..

I miss you much more today, Gg...

Take care...

That day i had a dream and it felt so real...

I feel you hugged me from the back and your breath you took at my neck.. It feel so real...

Wish i could dont wake up that moment...