Gg, Dont you know?

Dear blog,

My heart sank whenever i hear my darling girl telling me about her problems. She remind me a lots of my past with Gg Esp the heart wrenching part.. When Gg hurt me unknowingly.

My heart reach out to her.. I pray to Jesus to bless her and her godma whom laying at hospital now.

I out of breath as my heart aching so badly... Recalling of Gg and all the past hurts...

I miss Gg a lots... Bt i clearly knows is the Gg that in the past whom is there for me to love and hold me tight not the Gg now that so hard to know what he keeping inside of him.

I miss him since the day he still him and till he changed, of cox till today and on.

Till now i will still miss him.. As he once such a darling sweetheart to me...

Sometimes i closed my eyes and sometimes i looked at the sky~ Asking Jesus how's my Gg doing. Bless him ok?

Dont let his anger rule him and bless him be wise and calm. Always safe on road.

I only can pray and say my misses through Jesus..

Gg take very good care ok...

Hope in this brand new 2012 you have someone soon in your life..

Clean up your dusty room. Make a neat and clean environment for you to turn to and rest well.

Could cook for you when you tired.

Change your bedsheet, give u nice warm sunny smell pillow..

Wash your clothes when you dont have times to wash it..

Waking up on and off at nights to cover blanket on your tummy for you.

Giving you kisses of closeness at your forehead and wish you goodnight...

Someone to remind you to ride safe. Someone always be there when you hurt and injure and apply medicines.

Someone whom will wake up in an instant rush to downstairs buy you medicines when your headache occur and too pain to bear..

I really hope someone like this and more then this comes soon in your life.

Someone whom never ever break your heart.

Smiles always... Miss your sunshine smiles~

Hope xiao bai guai guai also...

Gg, thanks you for bring so much joys and happiness to me. Thanks fr traveling half of Asia with me. Allow me to enter your world once and bring me see another side of world that i barely knows.

Take very good care... Lord Jesus bless bless you...

So long My Gg...

During this heartache. I not sure is Jesus or i think too much. I keep hearing a inner voice telling me is going be okay my child.. Heart is so heavy and i barely could catch my breath... Oh dear lord, hold me tight..