No air.

Dear blog,

Is been awhile. The only access i could get is blog-spot. Guess is might be a good thing. As i pretty tense up over issues of issues and issues..

What is register a flat mean? You make it sound like a breeze. So what i agreed to register flat mean i your fiances? What the commitment you willingly to give me? Will u always will hold and embrace me? Will you run away as and when problems surface like how u used to?

Do i need accept your ex gf like i once said? Can u don ask other girls did they misses you? I knw is jus a joke bt my heart cannot take it... Can u dont say to girl, you want be my gf huh.. Can my tears ease ur anger. If nt then how much u really loved me? Can u don soft talk to other girls? Can u don always use phone first before me? Will u there to greet me mornin and night?

U used to help me take my bag times to time. Nw u jus told me off why so heavy.. and i been carrying myself. i dono i lost... It hurt me so much... Why is some other ladies accompany you watch the movie u want. Why at times you yearn for being alone.

How about my mum? Am i going face her all alone myself for you? Will u be there together with me?

I dono. There so much to be say.. i only can pray and Jesus guide me through.