The Lord in my heart~

All I've been sharing and say is my grieve. Is about love and relationship.


I neglect much on my lord of the mercy,grace and most important the love he been giving.( I'm sorry lord, forgive me in Jesus name.)

So i going share the lord in my eyes. Inside my heart. Is my personal point of view towards lord.

Don't Bad comment even you feel that is wrong.


Cause you cant judge me only lord could.

Lord been impacting my life greatly.

Through sadness and greatest lost. Through happiness and greatest gain in life.

He is the only one that embrace me through all.

Teach me more then a parents or even school teachers could teach me.

My well being and moral in life.

I been learning how to love like how he loved me and all his peoples.

I been learning to withold my impulsiveness and to have faith in him that he is the righteousness and God is a Righteous God and He is Right. He will do what is right for me in life.

I been learning to forgive more then ever like how in his mercy had forgive me and his peoples.


I been learning to be more gratitude towards each acts in peoples even it hurt and sting. Leaning his Grace. I believe what break my heart had break his too.

I will keep learning and amend each acts of mine which i done wrong in life, even people don't seem to understand non accept/forgive me. I will keep trying my very best till the day i will pass on and be by lord side.

Meaning of faith,
belief that is not based on proof: He had faith that the hypothesis would be substantiated by fact.

So don't conclude what i believing.

He give me the greatest miracle in life, is to breath everyday to see how my life get together under his gracious love. ( Orelse you think how i met you all in my life?)

Even maybe i had not much times in life left( touch-wood) but i will be still be glad and happy. At least when i live, i knew him in this life. Like a friend. Good buddy. Best parent. Best lover.

How prayer calm my soul and how's angel is send by my side when i met danger.

How he never leave and desert me even when times i lost and loose the sight of his light.

Every time i bow to him and pray, No matter how my soul had gone. How un-ease i am. How peoples out there had torn my heart to billion million pieces. He will somehow, whisper to me. Touch my heart, Restore bits of my soul back.Make me feel bits of calmness in heart.

He will not ask me not to tear, He will not scold you for tearing, He will not make you feel guilty to show your tears of grieve. Instead He will just let me pour all my tears on him. How He make me feel each tear i shed had broke his heart more then anyone else and he will make me each tear of mine worthwhile in the end.

Isn't he this and that great? ( Praise the lord)

He never disown me like how my father do.

I only regards, him as my only father in life.

If anyone feel uncertain, lost of hope, unhappiness, stuck/trap or anything. Just take some quite moment in your own space. Close your eyes, bow you head and just pray. Speak whatever you feel.

I believe you sure feel bits of relieve inside of you.

Tell yourself, whatever you had said is in his safe hands. He will be the most trustworthy friend ever you could have.

He never tell you what to do and be bias like your friend or anyone will say.

He will listen every single words carefully towards you.

You just got to believe if you want to feel what his love could impact you.

I came a long way to just get to know him bits by bits.

So i believe times and never ending faith is needed even the darkest time.

So lets say a prayer today.

Show loves to your Love's one that you loved but neglecting.

Show some peace to people around you.

You just got to start it from today or you never know what you had missed in life.

So just go out there and be loved and love one another.

May god bless all of you Esp my Love's one( you knw who you are)

May Peace be with you all.


In Jesus name, i sign off. Amen.

I wish you all well ^~^

With love,
Yui.