A thoughts in me, a feeling i will never reveal.

Ytd cant slp~ staying up again... till 7 plus am then slp...

I gt a weird dream.. cant really rem what but i know i going meet someone... Someone i dont really know..

Baby dear how have u been? I knw lord father will love and protect you under his care.

U just like a beautiful soul that kept with him and inside me..

I misses you... Ytd was talking about bike and trips... Nv forget those moments..

I finding my meaning in life.... wish me luck ok... If could i will like took some courage learn bike.. And go trips like you do...

Trips is always tired.. But i always anticipating of the road ahead.. The beautiful sun ray fall on me.. The mountain.. The obstacle road..

It build my determination to go miles with you... Nv forget and loose that feeling.

So many things been happening.. Tryin my best to heal.... Be gone nightmares, be gone slpless night and be gone sadness...

I just only wanna be happy... Baby dear.... Promise me... Promise me... Promise me no matter what dont fail to smile.. Dont gave up on god... He jus have a better plan for you when he dont grant the one you wan now..

Most impt.. Don gave up on love...

I really miss you.. bt i knw times had passed had you had gone... Even u stand in front now.. that just the you now... The empty shell without the baby dear i loved inside...

So nthing more i could do but to move on and it might be just for the better...

So just let me miss my baby dear...Miss the him i loved most... I rely most... And i could count on most...

The baby dear... nv fail me...

Always always love me endlessly...

Jus like a baby i am... Fall again.. nw need to learn to claw through pain. walk on with life and run with faith.

I will go see effile tower on behalf of you when i saved...Will go acccomplish this promises behalf of you..

baby dear baby dear baby dear... I misses you *hugss,bt instantly u vanish into thin air*

haix...

Oya i always thinking.,.. Learn violin will it be better... it had the same wonderful magical sound like piano...




Can la i dont think anymore le... been tired... Oh lord, kept my baby dear safe and sound..


I will be good girl...