My shooting star.

Bloggy, good morning...

Could see around me there are many heart broken peoples.

I whisper to the lord," oh dear lord, bless and be with those helpless soul and peoples whom lost in their life. Only you could reach them. In your glory jesus,amen." good night my friends. May those broken hearts, buck up~

Put away some love from someone. Put away everything... I feel this chillness inside me that i gt to wake up and face. Pretend someone nt there. Seeing the world been spilt up more more and more space out...

I wanna cry, but nt now not here. Not this very moment. I gt to bear each bit of tears. I born and gone through this. I was not allowed to cry when i was very young. So i can make it through this time again de...

I lost, empty and hurt.

Put this kinship hurt,

Let me say abt relationship stuffs?

Yea i nv find you when nothing. As i always believe, you are the love i knew.

There no new or old you. There only one person. Only person i ever loved and knew. Yes i tooo afraid to admit that you are my everything. Cause my life had nothing and you all i knew..loved you and world been you. Any thoughts sure come to you first before any others.  Disappointing.

When this few days, something else like home and overall feeling hit me. I needed you the most. I called and reach out to you. I nv say a single thing, but i deep down hope u feel my hurt. Disappointing to say, no i not felt by you. You nv comfort each hurt inside...Seated the long distant train felt no direction felt so long. I tell myself not to fall.

You never make me feel is just me and you. I felt so alone. So empty thats the reason why i so dull. I felt is just me conquere the world.. u always wanna me promise i be there forever. But u nv assure me and tell me when the world fall i could rely on you and u felt me.


I am all alone.( put lord aside first, i cant help it to feel all alone)

The pathetic person whom wanna cry is me... nt you. What u had to loose? When everything happens u could just fall back to a place(home) you can slp in and hide in and cry in. Which on other hand, I seating all alone out there telling myself not to fall. Not this times again in life...

Goodbye my love, I knw is time to be a brave girl this time. I will nt creep and hold on to you. I will not cause u any pain le. Goodbye love... Goodbye to everything i knew...

I know there is peoples out there hold on to my dreams and life which can fulfil me, but i never went as i still wish to be with you abit longer...

But is time for me leave nw... No way back home. No way back to you.. I will move ahead ba... Take very gd care of yourself....

I will keep the memories safe and miss you... Till then, nthing much more i could say...


Give u one song that suit me to give to you.



I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right


It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time


Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star.