Feel more settle now.

I got alot to say but little to type.

My life nv be better for past few weeks up till past 2 days.

I looked into your eyes, the lost and empty eyes held me back.

Without a thoughts, i give u what u want and i lost once more again in life and love.

This time round wont be the same.

I let myself this tiredness, headache and un-breathable heart out in rain.

I freeze myself, i think all memories again. Each words u said. Nothing sound warm to me.

We just not meant to be. Or should i say U missed the times and u are too late for it?

I now prepare myself to get really illl. Maybe a fever plus my cough now?

I not sure. Life goes on. I learn to climb up faster then usual whenever i fall.

I okay le, As for another hand. Maybe it was meant to be but now i not ready as my heart is in trauma.

Lets times heal and love to grow. God will lead the way. Now waiting for clothes to done washin and hang them then will go church later.

Anything else,

Laters, worries.

P.S. I think back to square thats why i called rain.