Sunday, July 4, 2010

1st day of after lost.

I dont know what to feel and what to think.

Grieved is all i felt.

A sad songs, it bought tears to my eyes.

In the bus looking out and a song break me down.

When ppl ask me abt u, all i do is kept silent and control the tears.

Pain on foots, pain on wrist and pain on fingers. It didnt seem to be any pain then the pain in my heart.

Gave money mum 200 settles bills. See grandma today and add bits of heartache.

Took mum out of walk. Having some fever and feeling unwell.

Guess get some rest.

Tmr gt wk and needed to pull through another 6 days.

Never felt so devastate and lost.

Cant find the reason to hate you and to forget you.

I really lost. All i could do is look out at the sky's and daze.

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