I am happy.

Just read finish me and his bloggy and it caught me thinking...." oya is our 4th month anni".

This month abit diff you all know why?

Cause i no longer wanna a celebration or any gifts.

And this way make me feel great.

Past 3 months, cox of wanna him to show me love as i love him lots too..

As i will always give him anni cards on times, done little things or bought him for movies..

And all of this make me unfair..

So i ask him for gifts and celebration too.. and nv fail to bought me tons of tears and grieve...

But this month diff....

Haha and now i think back... I feeel good this way...

I nv done much for him anymore so i wont expect him much also...

or i do tooo much that i dont bother and mind anymore?

But is ok... It save us a fight on anni and peacefully we both spend this day quietly and peacefully better then arguing with him.. and ask "why nv show u care again?"...Although we nv be tgt on this day but we exchange peace. And i could breath and smile. Instead of disspointing and shed tears over it....

Despite that, I awesomely happy today....

Ah yeee say have a small gathering and go out kai kai...

So she pick 3 cousin of mine and me go out...

She fetch me after wk at my office door....

We go turf club eat super nice jap buffet..30 for each person?

We almost eat everything on menu have...

We went far east, taka,hereen paragon and is like almost most of orchard...

And being able to walk in paragon shoopping buy stuffs make me feel great. Is like paragon. O mine only those ppl could afford goes~ Haha... so i wanna wk hard to be able always go there shoppin...

Freely no need worry after soo long... Eat on times... Shopping then high tea... Then contiued shopping.

Everything paid and well take care of..

Buy one long pants and top for works.... Shoe ma... nv had any nice one....

Bought a bread for tmr breakfast tooo~

Cant wait...hehex...yum yum~

Now come home, bath and relax...

And after awhile going turn in~

I felt soo great and give me a motivation and drive to wk harder and dont give up to earn more money...

Cox i really feel good i,my,me and myself...

I wanna shoppin feast on my sec paid check... As first month no spare money T.T

Oh dear diary... I am happy.

I feel great.

Awww...