I never thoughts i will want say this.. As it don sound nice and i dont love how ppl saying it... Bt here it goes... FML.

Oh dear diary...

Could u believe how sad i feeling now?

How much i hopped home and first thing is call my baby to say hey baby is me..

and all i hopped is how happy he was to hear from me..

I knw he sure say he do.

But if it was me when i feel it , i will never have second talk to go out of home stand on home outside stairs. Or watsoever and talk to that person despite how ppl look at me or how crazy my parent think i am.

I am implusive but it show that how much i care and do love.

I miss baby soo much today...

I was laughing at kel sayin ya.. i am crazy as kel saying how much i was silly laughin to my ownself talking stuff on earth to myself..I told him cox i was loved by someone and this is the glow love gave me.. Hapiness is wat i feelin in me.. and sayin haha u are stll on waiting list.. and being happy is all i wanted and i got it.

Cause is you baby.

When i watch movie all i think is about u..

How much u loved me.,..

They saying about loving someone make u forget urself and this is not the way of loving.

And how blissful i am to feel to see...

I am loved..And i still myself.. As u love me for who i am and we still do things we ownself like wat we use to do and we nv forget ourself..

And how much we gone through and been over the bad stage..

First thing come home.

Ph, Baby thats all..

Ur voice...

But all i got is not 5 mins is 30 mins.

Is empty echo...My com and me alone.

Back to old life?

For once more?

To where i alone again?

I just wanna someone to say hey baby too when i back...

But o well..

Don wan say don wan be more upset..

Guess this is it..

Nite bloggy thanks for listening when i whine..