A OVERWHELMING FULL OF EMOTIONAL

this few days is all about memories..

memories..reminisce... no matter is good or bad..

no matter it hurt or not..

it all came back to me..

haunt me once again..

leave me alone wont u?

want leave just leave without leaving a trace not even a sound of ur heavy foot prints.

dont make me guilt dont make me feel the pressure buden that arise.

i living happily now...

is not really close to perfect but i had enough and flow over to be content to be joyful of.

to thanks god each day.

to be loved to be missed by someone.

to be couraged by when i was down.

if i could i will froze the past and leave it behind n stopping it from coming back.

i wont wanna think back then is not i running away is i face tooo much and i had enough.

is time to put a FULL FKING stop and lead brand new and feel brand new.

happiness is not cause everything is perfect, it simply mean i had choose to look through imperfection.

so leave me alone wont you all?

love couldnt replace.

memories couldnt replace.

you cant be replace.

but doesnt mean i will give up hoping,loving and create real happiness that belong to ME aint?

i couldnt replace but i could keep dreaming creating new and feel good again.

i derserve to be loved, to be be best, to be best out of me and not dwell in grieve esp past and what make me sank aint?

I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT FREAKING OTHER THING?

I NOT CARE WHO CALL ME NAMES OR SAY MUCH ABOUT ME.

AS SO LONG MY BELOVED LORD KNOW WHO I REALLY AM, KNW WHTEVER I DOIN IS RIGHT AND FORGIVE MY WRONGS ALSO SO LONG MY ANOTHER HALF COULD BE UNDERSTANDIN THEN WHAT ELSE I SHOULD BE BOTHER BY?

SO FK OFF MEMORIES THAT HURT ME.

SO FK OFF RESPONSIBITY WHEN I HAD DONE IT.

SO FK OFF EVERYTHING THAT BAD.

AND FK OFF EVIL WHO TRYING PULL ME DW DRIFT ME AWAY FRM GOD.

I AM LOVED BY GOD AND IS MORE THEN ANYTHING ELSE I NEEDED.

SO JUST FK OFF BAD COMMENTS BAD THING AND EVERYTHING BAD.

I HAPPY I AM BLISSFUL AND I SHALL BE LOVED AND LOVE AND BE THANKS-FUL FOR EACH DAY TO COME.

I AM WHO I AM.

OH DEAR DIARY,
U BELIEVED IN ME AND UNDERSTAND IT ALL RIGHT?

SIGNING OFF,
R.Y.

P.S. FUCK OFF MOTHER FKER ASSHOLE IN MEMORIES TERM OR WATSOEVER.